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shithotaciddrop: kahtiihma: rainontheground: tavse: autumn-motionless: ratlsd: sendtheslutbacktohell: snortingblood: rubyurie: latinamericana: I have a crush on a co-worker, and he’s the only reason I’m still working there. I’ve just been really depressed lately. I cried in school yesterday and I refused to tell my friend why I was crying. depression comes and goes so yeah. I really hate having to take depression pills so I can be a “normal” human being.  I hate that all of you guys want me for one thing, dirty things. I’m not like that at all, I want a legitimate boyfriend, your “talking” bullshit is a sad excuse to talk to multiple girls. i would do anything to be seen as a boy by everybody. I would do anything to be seen as a girl by everybody. Lol I wish I were fucking dead. There’s no hope for me in the future. None whatsoever. In anything.I’ll be lonely, broke, and scared for the rest of my life. The brain of a 12 year old kid. The responsibilities of a 40 year old. I’m one of those people who were better off dying at birth but didn’t. I know my friendship with one person is over. It’s my fault, but I still wish I could fix it. we live 500 miles apart. I’m angry at her, but shouldn’t be. I’m afraid when people find out that she no longer wants to be friends with me, that I’ll lose other friends who are friends with both of us because I’m the one who fucks things up, and this girl is viewed as this amazing friend.  I need to get off my ass and apply for these jobs or I will be stuck working my fun but non-helpful job at Walmart.  Also this girl at work needs to stop being so attractive because I don’t know how to handle these emotions and it’s hard to keep working with a smile when my insides are gasping for breath. i ate the last donut I know I need to man up and face adulthood, but I actually have no idea how to do that. I always manage to ruin everything I start and I don’t want to ruin something so completely unfixable that I can never get my life back on track. I’m so impossibly slow with my progress but every time I try to move faster I end up panicking and hiding under the covers. I don’t know what I’m doing with myself and I feel like a disappointment to everyone around me. 

shithotaciddrop:

kahtiihma:

rainontheground:

tavse:

autumn-motionless:

ratlsd:

sendtheslutbacktohell:

snortingblood:

rubyurie:

latinamericana:

I have a crush on a co-worker, and he’s the only reason I’m still working there.

I’ve just been really depressed lately. I cried in school yesterday and I refused to tell my friend why I was crying. depression comes and goes so yeah.

I really hate having to take depression pills so I can be a “normal” human being. 

I hate that all of you guys want me for one thing, dirty things. I’m not like that at all, I want a legitimate boyfriend, your “talking” bullshit is a sad excuse to talk to multiple girls.

i would do anything to be seen as a boy by everybody.

I would do anything to be seen as a girl by everybody.

Lol I wish I were fucking dead. There’s no hope for me in the future. None whatsoever. In anything.I’ll be lonely, broke, and scared for the rest of my life. The brain of a 12 year old kid. The responsibilities of a 40 year old.


I’m one of those people who were better off dying at birth but didn’t.

I know my friendship with one person is over. It’s my fault, but I still wish I could fix it. we live 500 miles apart. I’m angry at her, but shouldn’t be. I’m afraid when people find out that she no longer wants to be friends with me, that I’ll lose other friends who are friends with both of us because I’m the one who fucks things up, and this girl is viewed as this amazing friend. 

I need to get off my ass and apply for these jobs or I will be stuck working my fun but non-helpful job at Walmart.  Also this girl at work needs to stop being so attractive because I don’t know how to handle these emotions and it’s hard to keep working with a smile when my insides are gasping for breath.

i ate the last donut

I know I need to man up and face adulthood, but I actually have no idea how to do that. I always manage to ruin everything I start and I don’t want to ruin something so completely unfixable that I can never get my life back on track. I’m so impossibly slow with my progress but every time I try to move faster I end up panicking and hiding under the covers. I don’t know what I’m doing with myself and I feel like a disappointment to everyone around me. 

(via refreshing-giraffe)